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WHAT THE HELL DID I FUCKING DO NOW?!
LISTEN HARD! I AM TRYING SO HARD TO
MAKE THIS FRIENDSHIP WORK OUT AGAIN,
BUT NO, YOU JUST HAVE TO FUCKING LISTEN
TO ALL THE FUCKING RUMOURS WHICH IS GOING
AROUND ONE BY ONE, AND GOD KNOWS WHETHER
THEY ARE EVEN TRUE! WHY?! I'M NOT ONE MAKING
THINGS HARD HERE! I DONT WANT THIS FRIENDSHIP
TO GO DOWN JUST COS OF ONE STUPID MISUNDERSTANDING;
YOU FUCKING GET IT! BUT YOU JUST HAVE TO LISTEN
TO RUMOURS RUMOURS RUMOURS... ANYTHING BUT RUMOURS!
I FUCKING HATE IT! ARE YOU VERY CERTAIN IT CAME
FROM ME? SO MANY THINGS I HEARD, BUT I JUST KEPT QUIET!
AND I DIDNT EVEN WANT TO BELIEVE IT OR ANY SHIT LIKE
THAT, COS HOW WOULD I FUCKING KNOW WHETHER THAT WAS
WHAT YOU REALLY SAID, OR REALLY MEANT! ITS NOT MY FUCKING
FAULT IF YOU CHOSE TO LISTEN TO THOSE BITCHES RUMOURS!

JUST IN CASE YOU DIDNT KNOW! I NEVER EVER DID SAY I WAS
JEALOUS OF THE BOTH OF YOU OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT! ANYWAY!
WHY SHOULD I BE! AS YOU SAID IN YOUR BLOG BEFORE, I'M
ALWAYS INTERFERING IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE! DO YOU THINK
I WOULD BE SO STUPID, AND TELL EVERYONE, OH! I'M SO JEALOUS
OF THE BOTH OF THEM AND WORSE STILL, ASK THEM TO FUCKING
SPREAD IT AROUND! OMG HELL NO! I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW THAT
RUMOUR STARTED OUT! NO-ONE FUCKING HEARD ME SAYING I WAS JEALOUS
OR WHATEVER EVER SINCE THE BAND CONCERT NIGHT!

JUST GO AHEAD, LISTEN TO ALL THOSE FUCKING RUMOURS! LISTEN LISTEN
LISTEN FOR ALL I FUCKING CARE OKKKAY! I MADE YOU LOOSE ANOTHER FRIEND?
WHAT THE FUCK! LISTEN HARD! IT WAS YOU WHO MADE YOURSELF LOSE THAT FRIEND
OF YOURS! YOU CHOSE TO LISTEN AND BELIEVE ALL THOSE RUMOURS! SO IZZIT MY
FUCKING FAULT?

I HAVE SAID ONCE AND I'M GONNA SAY AGAIN.. WE BOTH NEED TO TALK THINGS OUT!
LISTENING TO THOSE FUCKING RUMOURS WOULDNT SOLVE ANYTHING AT ALL! I WONT GET ON
WITH MY FUCKING LIFE UNTIL I'VE RESOLVED THIS MISUNDERSTANDING! I AM NOT GONNA LET
THIS FRIENDSHIP GO DOWN ANYMORE, YOU FUCKING HEAR ME! I WANT TO TALK THINGS OUT WITH YOU!

AND SO.. THANKS FOR FUCKING UP MY HOLS!


WELCOME TO MY FUCKED UP LIFE!
everything seems to be going
wrong for me all at one shot.
family, school, friends... everything!
I'M SO FUCKING STRESSED UP!
SCARS SCARS SCARS SCARS!!!
FUCKING SCARS!

posted by stacey @ Thursday, March 10, 2005